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*Life*
What is life REALLY about?
Okay so I was thinking, what is this all for? Why am I here? If not for Abriella. what is my point in life? I was thinking about all the poeple I have come in contact with, some I have loved, befriended, lost, hurt, given my all....yet what was the point of all of it?? Then I thought, maybe everything happens for a reason because I am supposed to learn from people, things...yet isn't that selfishness??
I cry everytime I think about how much I miss my sister, or watching my Dad become more and more "handicap" as the years turn....how can this be what life is all about?
What is life really about? Why do things happen to some people but not others? Then I thought about the people that are only supposed to be there for a "season", yet they hurt you so much, your scarred for a million "seasons" to come!! Why does it have to happen at all?
Why do we do things that help ourselves more than others? Why does that have to be "human nature"? Even when we THINK that something we do may benefit another, are we still maybe holding on to that little something that benefits us as well? Is THIS what life is about?
I know that God has a plan for me and my daughter, and that he knows all my "why's", but why are there even "why's" in the first place? And yes, there are lots of cases where I do have to put me and Abriella first....but why them and not others??
WHAT IS LIFE REALLY ABOUT?
Here is my conclusion: I just may never know the "why's" and I have to be content with it! We live in a VERY cynical world, but we all have choices!! We have the choice of making a difference or not, we have the choice of helping someone or not, we have the choice of keeping positive in a negative situation or not! We all have choices, we make them everyday....even just to wake up! With that...I have a dare for everyone that has made the choice of reading this blog.....
I dare you all to make that choice of doing kind to others, doing kind, saying kind, being kind! Maybe for a family memeber, friend, or even better, a stranger....and maybe not just one time, make that choice a thousand times....A DAY!!
Then maybe, just maybe....you might have someone say to themselves...."WOW, NOW THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!
God Bless!
Okay so I was thinking, what is this all for? Why am I here? If not for Abriella. what is my point in life? I was thinking about all the poeple I have come in contact with, some I have loved, befriended, lost, hurt, given my all....yet what was the point of all of it?? Then I thought, maybe everything happens for a reason because I am supposed to learn from people, things...yet isn't that selfishness??
I cry everytime I think about how much I miss my sister, or watching my Dad become more and more "handicap" as the years turn....how can this be what life is all about?
What is life really about? Why do things happen to some people but not others? Then I thought about the people that are only supposed to be there for a "season", yet they hurt you so much, your scarred for a million "seasons" to come!! Why does it have to happen at all?
Why do we do things that help ourselves more than others? Why does that have to be "human nature"? Even when we THINK that something we do may benefit another, are we still maybe holding on to that little something that benefits us as well? Is THIS what life is about?
I know that God has a plan for me and my daughter, and that he knows all my "why's", but why are there even "why's" in the first place? And yes, there are lots of cases where I do have to put me and Abriella first....but why them and not others??
WHAT IS LIFE REALLY ABOUT?
Here is my conclusion: I just may never know the "why's" and I have to be content with it! We live in a VERY cynical world, but we all have choices!! We have the choice of making a difference or not, we have the choice of helping someone or not, we have the choice of keeping positive in a negative situation or not! We all have choices, we make them everyday....even just to wake up! With that...I have a dare for everyone that has made the choice of reading this blog.....
I dare you all to make that choice of doing kind to others, doing kind, saying kind, being kind! Maybe for a family memeber, friend, or even better, a stranger....and maybe not just one time, make that choice a thousand times....A DAY!!
Then maybe, just maybe....you might have someone say to themselves...."WOW, NOW THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!
God Bless!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Happy Easter!
I love being a mommy! I love watching Ella grow! I love seeing her smile! I love that she sleeps by my side EVERYNIGHT! I love it when she wakes up in the morning with the BIGGEST smile on her beautiful face!! I love taking her to "grandma and papa's"! I love that she smiles when she sees me! I love that she will come to a complete freeze when she hears my voice!! Ugh...I just love her so much!! EVERYTHING she does, it makes my heart melt! There is NOTHING you could say that could EVER explain what it is to be a MOMMY!! Alls I know is that I LOVE IT!!!
God Bless~
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